Panic Attack!

Lewis
20
Derby UK

I smoke pot everyday.
Music is everything.
Writing and recording music is everything.
I like the idea of reading more than I actually do.
I'm self conscious, isn't everybody?
I'm definitely a California kid at heart.
I am a chef.
I over think things.
I feel hidden from everything.
One day i'll show everyone.
I'm always thinking of ways to be rich.
I've fucked up things in my life.
I've repaired broken things in my life.
The world in all its power tried to take me away.
I'm still alive ;)

April 20, 2012 at 10:37am
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Been a while, a long while, you homies still here?

December 4, 2011 at 10:08pm
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going doctors tomorrow

hopefully they’ll sort me out…

December 1, 2011 at 8:53pm
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doctor doctor

12:11pm
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i’m still hurt..

and theres still time.

My chest is pounding today. I went to bed at 5am, and woke at 8am. i cant sleep. i dont want to sleep. I just want this pain to go away.

why do i feel so useless. so helpless. and yet no one will throw me a life jacket.

November 30, 2011 at 10:48am
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I cant breath

Thank you so much for this.

2:17am
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I need a grandmaster plan
To rid of this wretched pain
to walk away with my head held high
And my guard raised
I will conquer this
I will win

Karmas gonna come round one day
I will get what I have earned
But you,
You will pay for this
You will get what’s coming to you
The alarm is ringing
Your time is now

It was easy
Your posture and integrity left me for dead
You had me caught, tied, and tortured.
Now I’m here with this pain easer
With nowhere to go

November 24, 2011 at 5:53pm
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Doesn’t this look wonderful? :)

Doesn’t this look wonderful? :)

November 19, 2011 at 1:34pm
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Charlie sheen

Has some of the best deliveries for jokes on two and half men I’ve ever seen. The timing is perfect.
The same for the rest of the cast, they all work together brilliantly.
When I get round to watchin the new series with Ashton Kutcher, I’m going to be really spun out and hope the chemistry can still be there…

November 18, 2011 at 11:12pm
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bored

9:21pm
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2:10am
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Currently…

Lying in bed about to fall asleep with a can of Red Stripe and a doob watchin 2 and a half men.

Looking forward to Aaron comin back. Gonna welcome the guy back with open arms.

Thinking about a plan for next year. I need to plan something. Something wonderful for me. I need something to guide me where my life needs to go. And next year it IS going to happen. I’ve made a promise to myself.

For now, Goodnight. For tomorrow is another day.

November 17, 2011 at 12:53pm
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Just 4 days…

4 days is all I need to wait for my bro to get back home. 

And when he does return, there WILL be a blunt and ganja at his disposal. 

November 4, 2011 at 1:30am
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jessiicannabis asked: You are incredibly cute.

Awh thanks ^^

1:24am
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For xmas, everyone is getting…..

…Nothing.

Seriously, don’t expect a hug.

1:16am
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This is my box.

Everyone has a ‘box’. You know, the type of box where certain marijuana related paraphernalia is stored.

I’ve gained stickers from doodles i’ve drawn, random items, and cut out different letters to spell things. Also a couple of designs done from a mate of mine who does a lot of graffiti.